2. One must experience what I call an 'existential opening.' By the latter, I mean whatever breaks me open s/t that I'm turned back on myself. Now I–the questioner–am IN, am IMPLICATED BY the question. This, properly understood, IS the incipient moment of 'introspection.'
— Andrew J. Taggart (@andrewjtaggart) January 12, 2020
4. In the face of suffering, typically I turn to "problem solving" or to the desire forthwith to get rid of my suffering. But what if whatever "tools" or "means" I turn to will not make this suffering ultimately and utterly go away?
— Andrew J. Taggart (@andrewjtaggart) January 12, 2020
6. Let's invite the Indian teacher Ramana Maharshi into this stream. He'd want us to engage in self-inquiry by asking: "Who, ultimately, am I? Who, or what, am I really?"
— Andrew J. Taggart (@andrewjtaggart) January 12, 2020
8a. What is my experience of the body? My *belief* is that the physical body is a (i) solid & (ii) perduring entity or object. But were I to meditate on this long enough….. I'd begin to see directly that it's actually no such thing: it's rather fluid waves of pulsating energy.
— Andrew J. Taggart (@andrewjtaggart) January 12, 2020
9a. Next, consider the experience of mind. AM I the mind? Well, my experience of the mind is not that it's a "container" or "theater" IN WHICH thoughts or feelings arise. Rather, minding IS thinking and/or feeling.
— Andrew J. Taggart (@andrewjtaggart) January 12, 2020
10. Next, consider the proposal that I AM the Doer. (Cf. Total Work.) The Doer is the undertaken of actions on behalf of the body or the body-mind. Yet soon it becomes clear to me that I CANNOT BE the Doer, for I'm always witnessing doings as they come and go without BEING them.
— Andrew J. Taggart (@andrewjtaggart) January 12, 2020
12. Now I'm open to loving, earnest, and truth-seeking questions. Such as: is what I truly am localizable in space-time? If I'm not the body (which is born and whose fate is to perish), then was I born and can I die? Am I ontologically different from 'others' or 'objects'? Etc.
— Andrew J. Taggart (@andrewjtaggart) January 12, 2020
14. Henceforth life may be scented w/ the perfume of Mystery. Henceforth I may give myself up to loving contemplation of the self and of Reality. Henceforth my astonishment may know no bounds. Call this the genuine beginning of (for lack of a better word) authentic spirituality.
— Andrew J. Taggart (@andrewjtaggart) January 12, 2020
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